Thursday, June 26, 2008

Murder on the Orient Express

i guess its time i come out of all the things happening around me and be back to "MY LIFE" and i was thinking what should i write about next? while browsing through the folder of my PC i found the pdf named "Murder on Orient Express"and here i'm writing about it. i read the book a long ago but still fell excited whenever i see that pdf.
since childhood i'm very fond of detective stories and made my debut with the one and only 'The Hound of Baskervilles' after that i read a lot of similar books starring dearest Sherlock Holmes, cunning Hercule Poirot, shrewd Perry Mason and Miss Maple. To be frank i'm an ardent supporter of Sherlock for his intellectual skill set and the way he executed his plans. Even then i never wrote about any of them, not even about "Valley of Fear". but today i'm writing about "Murder on the Orient Express". the novel does not consists of any scientific method of reasoning or any other method of deduction. its simply plain and soft thinking based on human psychology. thats the reason i would say this is my favorite detective. i know all my friends from the Sherlock Holmes community would like to bury me.(if they want to do so, i request them to bury me at 221B,Baker Street :D). with due respect to all the sherlock's adroit problem solving skills, Perry's consummate argumentative skills (also to the beautiful looks of Della Street :) ) I would say Poirot comprehensively won the fray. In many of the detective stories i read i could make out who is going to be the culprit (atleast after reading 70-80%) but in case of this book i was completely clueless and barking at possible wrong trees. Thats Agatha at her best! i have read only a few of her 92 novels, but i'm sure none would be better than this one. at the end of the novel all you r left with is awe and a feeling of admire towards Agatha.
Hats off Agatha! May God keep your soul in his lap!

* And i could not resist from thanking my God brother Ashok for giving me a nice explaination for the question i posed in my earlier post. Thank you very much Anna, Karthik is indebted to you.

Monday, June 16, 2008

WHO I AM BORN TO BE???


Look at my face in the mirror
And I wonder what I see
I’m just a traveling soldier
And I’ll be all I can be

But right now!!! I just wanna be free
I wanna be all I can be.
Don’t you say I’m a failure
You don’t know who I can be
If they wanna know who I am
They just have to wait and see

But right now!!! I just wanna be free
I wanna be all I can be
Look at my face in the mirror
And I wonder what I see
I’m just a traveling soldier
And I’ll be all I can be

But right now!!! I just wanna be free
I wanna be all I can be. ’ ..hei hei
I wanna be all I can be!!! Hhuo!

I’m just a traveling soldier
And I’ll be all I can be!
But right now,I just wanna be free
I wanna be all I can be.’

I’m just a traveling soldier
And I’ll be all I can be!
But right now,I just wanna be free
I wanna be all I can be’ ..
Hei hei I wanna be all I can be .!!!

Monday, June 09, 2008

Trust: an Expectation?


there are many questions in my mind right now, for which i wish to have answers. Among all of those the very basic is the clarity between 'trusting a person' and 'expecting something from a person'. i'm completely responsible for all the happenings in my life and i deserve all of them: good or bad. what i am confused right now is believing some one an expectation? is the thought that someone is ethically strong as the way you are is an expectation? i dont really have an answer. my boss was saying y'day ' the whole world is selfish only the scale of selfishness varies from person to person'. had it been sometime earlier i would have differed him but now i'm very much convinced that its true. I feel fortunate that God gives me opportunity to think about these kind of things by giving perfectly suited situations. its completely fine with me. i can manage the joy which comes in the due course and i can bear the pain if at all any. given any situation I always have people who are ready to listen what ever crap I tell and to console me or share my joy if at all any.
so again i come to square one: is trust and expectation same or different? because i believe in a principle 'if 99 of my friends cheated me even then i will believe in the 100th one' but it seems the roots of my thought are seriously hampered and i need to rebuild them.

actually i saved this post to write about my convocation but this topic seems more relevant given the kind of relations people have these days.