Thursday, February 22, 2007

A day to remember!!!


well, its 2:41AM (IST) now and I'm feelin drowsy, I've already switched the system off but agained logged on to make this update. the only purpose is to recall the same day last year. Same time last year I was suffering with fever of 102 degrees nd unable to get up from the bed, still I dont forget dt day. all through the day I couldnt wake up from the bed, still I cherish dt day. I hardly talked with anyone but couldnt afford miss it. yes, certainly dt day stands special in my life. coz its on dt day my sweetest sibling entered into another phase of her life. the occasion was a much awaited one as its the first function of my family. I has to face quite some problems in order to attend the wedding. also carryin the wedding gift given by my frens here proved to be a tougher task. some how I reached home and exactly on the day of marriage I fell ill. even then i enjoyed it. coz it stands special for me in many ways. may be due to work i had to do or due to the relation we got, or due to the number of my frens attended(only 1!). A typical feature of her is the ability to fight back nd one cant ignore her helpin nature. I witnessed many instances where she faced setbacks, sometimes even scolded for others sake(majority time for me only :D ). being the eldest she very much knew her responsibilities and what is expected from her. I still remember the days when she used to wake up at 5am in the morning so as to take me to tution at 5:30am. even when i'm in btech she is ready to fight with any one only to save my fren. (even i couldnt dare dt!).she always stood beside me in every turn of my life(in childhood to pinch me nd now to support :) ). dts why its her to whom I called first after seeing my GATE-05 result. I definitely feel previlaged to have her. nd so I dedicate this update to her once again wishin her all the very best.
recently while orkuttin, i've went thru a profile of a person named himabindu. I found her blog very much attractive coz of her poems. following is one such poem which suits this update. and I sincerely convey my gratitude to himabindu garu.

Akka!
Akka!O Aratipandu tokka!
Tinnaava maaku teliyakunda tapalachekkaa
Anduke paddayi debbalu neeku enchakkaa
Baaga kudirindaa neeku tikka?
Akkaku nenu muddu
Anduke istaa danikoka guddu
Ayinaa emi anadu adi nannu
Endukante akkakku nenante praanam.
Ammalaa annam pedtundi
Naannalaa bujjagistundi
Bammalaa kadhalu cheptundi
Taatayyalaa nannu aadistundi.
Akka ante naakentoo ishtam
Anduke Akkaku icchhanu EE kavita ankitam.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

human relations


the title may appear strange and curious but its proper. of late i've the habit observin ppl nd happenings around me. because of some disastrous things happend in the last 15months i thought of makin an update with a title 'galz- God's only mistake' but then i'll be biased in my opinion. so i hesitated to post dt idea. today in the morinin while sleepin(these days i'm sleepin frm 9am -7pm) i recalled a story from 'chandamama' which i read many years ago. some how i felt the story was very much relevent to the present day. here goes the story:
"once upon a time there lived a bramhin who has learn all the vedas nd upanishads. but his father wants to see him as a poet so he started learning dt nd soon became a poet. because of his natural talent nd the effort he made, he was capable to tell poems instantaneously given a topic. Identity is the real return for an artist. so his father asked the bramhin to meet a great wealthy merchant in the town nd get felicitated by him, so that people will come to know abt him. Obeying his father's orders the bramhin started from his home early in the morning, while in the middle of the journey he saw a cart goin in the same direction and asked for lift. A middle aged person was in the cart nd he allowed the bramhin into the cart. knowing that the bramhin was a poet he asked to tell some poems on him which the bramhin did conveniently. by the mid of the day the bramhin the cart certain point where the both has to take diff routes. so the bramhin got down to leave. while sending the bramhin off the person gave bramhin a sum of 20/- which is worth half a day to him. then the bramhin found a field where water is available nd took his lunch which he carried from the home. there he met the farmer who is cultivating that field. as that farmer is also goin to take rest he asked the bramhin to join him to his garden. Finding about the poetry of the bramhin the farmer asked him to tell poems about him and his wife. and the bramhin did it with ease. in the evenin while the bramhin started to leave the farmer payed him 30/- which is worth a day to him. Finally the bramhin went to the house of the great merchant he thought and informed the servants about his poetry. they informed him that the merchant was out on an important work and they 've dispatched the msg to him. being cognizant about the bramhin's arrival the merchant came home soon and listened to the poetry of the brmahin after the session concluded the merchant felicitated him nd payed an amount of 100/- Elated bramhin reached his home and told all the story to his wife. she said dt the farmer and the cart rider are great persons who gave you his day's worth. where as the merchant gave only 100/- which is almost nothin to him. the bramhin replied dt "though they gave me their day's worth they treated me as an element of time pass in their free time. where as the merchant canceled as his works for me and came back as soon as he knew abt me. anywhere its not how much they show you is important its how much you mean to them is important. thats why the merchant is considered as a great one"
this is the story i recalled and found that it was very much relevant to the present day relations. by tellin this story i am not leading the readers to any conclusions. every reader of this story can make their own conclusion...